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This Incredible Longing

by Blair Glaser Publisher: HELIOTROPE BOOKS LLC

A memoir of spiritual seeking and discernment

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AlbakiReads Editorial

A memoir of spiritual seeking and discernment

Blair Glaser’s memoir traces her involvement with Siddha Yoga, a movement led by an Indian guru, and the tensions between the community’s promises and her experience within it. The source describes the ashram as a place where she found healing, confidence, calm, and belonging, while also noting that the group would later be called high-control. After the guru returned to India, depression resurfaced and hypocrisies emerged. The available description ends mid-sentence, so the book’s later developments are not outlined here; what it does establish is a focus on devotion, personal change, and the complexities of spiritual community.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Readers interested in memoirs about spiritual seeking and religious communities
  • Readers exploring devotion, discernment, and personal healing

Themes

Spiritual seekingDevotion and discernmentBelonging and communityDepression and healing

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Book overview

A cross between Glennon Doyle's Love Warrior and the classic Yogananda Paramahansa's

Autobiography of a Yogi, This Incredible Longing: Finding My Self in a Near-Cult Experience is a memoir about devotion, discernment, and the complicated beauty of spiritual seeking.

 

Blair Glaser thoughtfully stepped onto a path promising peace and purpose when she found Siddha Yoga, a movement led by a charismatic Indian guru and shaped by a community that would later be called a high-control group. What she found there wasn't exploitation: it was healing. Within the ashram's structure, she discovered confidence, calm, and belonging she'd never known.

 

But when the guru returned to India, cracks began to show. Blair's depression resurfaced. Hypocrisies emerged. A looming expos

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