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Optimists Die First

by Susin Nielsen

Facing fear after loss

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AlbakiReads Editorial

Facing fear after loss

Sixteen-year-old Petula’s response to a family tragedy has narrowed her world: everyday encounters now seem dangerous, and art therapy is an unwelcome part of her week. The arrival of Jacob, a new student who joins the same group, brings a shared project into the story and challenges Petula’s guarded outlook. Their growing connection is complicated by a secret about Jacob’s place in the group. The novel brings together grief, anxiety, friendship, and the risks involved in opening up to others, with art therapy serving as a central part of its setting.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Teen readers interested in stories about grief and coping with anxiety.
  • Readers drawn to young adult fiction about friendship and growing trust.
  • Readers interested in art therapy as part of a fictional story.

Themes

Grief and healingAnxiety and fearFriendship and trustArt therapyTaking risks

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Book overview

Award-winning author Susin Nielsen has written a laugh-out-loud and heartrending novel for fans of Robyn Schneider's Extraordinary Means and Cammie McGovern's Say What You Will.

Beware: Life ahead.

Sixteen-year-old Petula de Wilde is anything but wild. A former crafting fiend with a happy life, Petula shut herself off from the world after a family tragedy. She sees danger in all the ordinary things, like crossing the street, a bug bite, or a germy handshake. She knows: life is out to get you.

The worst part of her week is her comically lame mandatory art therapy class with a small group of fellow misfits. Then a new boy, Jacob, appears at school and in her therapy group. He seems so normal and confident, though he has a prosthetic arm; and soon he teams up with Petula on a hilarious project, gradually inspiring her to let go of some of her fears. But as the two grow closer, a hidden truth behind why he's in the group threatens to derail them, unless Petula takes a huge risk. . .

Praise:
Bank Street Best Children's Books of the Year

"Nielsen writes with sensitivity, empathy, and humor." --Kirkus Reviews, Starred

"Nielsen excels at depicting troubled, clever teenagers in familiar environments." --School Library Journal, Starred

"[An] empathic and deeply moving story, balanced by sharply funny narration and dialogue." --Publishers Weekly, Starred

"A poignant exploration into the nuances of healing." --Quill and Quire, Starred
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