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Knocking on Windows: A Memoir

by Jeannine Atkins

Memory, recovery, and the work of finding a voice

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AlbakiReads Editorial

Memory, recovery, and the work of finding a voice

Jeannine Atkins’s memoir-in-verse traces a period of upheaval after she returns to her childhood home following trauma during her first year of college. Letter-poems to Sylvia Plath, Maya Angelou, and Emily Dickinson make writing and reflection part of the account, while Atkins’s later university experience brings questions of misogyny, disbelief, and self-advocacy into view. The book connects personal recovery with the development of a writing life, keeping sexual assault survivors and the struggle to speak from one’s own experience at the center.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Teens and young adults interested in memoirs about recovery after sexual assault.
  • Readers drawn to memoir-in-verse and writing connected to reflection and literary influence.
  • Those interested in accounts of misogyny and asserting one’s voice in educational settings.

Themes

Memory and healingSexual assault and survivalWriting and self-expressionMisogyny and disbelief

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Book overview

Acclaimed author Jeannine Atkins revisits her past in this "brave, searing" (Publishers Weekly, starred review) memoir-in-verse about memory, healing, and finding her voice as a writer, perfect for fans of Amber Smith and Speak.

Night darkens the window to mirror.
I'm back in my old bedroom.

Six weeks after the start of her freshman year of college, Jeannine Atkins finds herself back in her childhood bedroom after an unimaginable trauma. Now home in Massachusetts, she's struggling to reclaim her life and her voice. Seeking comfort in the words of women, she turns to the lives and stories of Sylvia Plath, Maya Angelou, and Emily Dickinson. Through raw and poignant letter-poems addressed to these literary giants, Jeannine finds that the process of writing and reflecting has become not only a means of survival but the catalyst for a burgeoning writing career.

Inspired and ready to move forward, she enrolls in her state university, where she feeds her growing passion for writing in fiction seminars. But she finds that she's unable to escape the pervasive misogyny of her classmates and professors, who challenge her to assert her own voice against a backdrop of disbelief and minimalization. This time, though, Jeannine is not willing to go down without a fight.

A searingly honest memoir told through gorgeous verse, Knocking on Windows stands as a beacon of hope and a celebration of the enduring spirit of survivors of sexual assault--and of writers.
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