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If I Was Your Girl

by Meredith Russo

A new beginning, and the question of being known

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A new beginning, and the question of being known

Amanda Hardy arrives at a new school hoping to make friends while keeping her past private. As she grows closer to Grant, the possibility of telling him that she is transgender brings her wish for connection into tension with her fear of how he might respond. The romance sits alongside questions of identity, trust, and what it means to be seen fully by someone else. Amanda’s effort to decide what to share—and when—gives the story its central personal and relationship conflict.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Teens and young adults interested in LGBTQ+ young adult fiction
  • Readers looking for a romance that explores trust and personal disclosure
  • Readers interested in stories about identity and starting over at a new school

Themes

Transgender identityTrust and disclosureRomanceBelonging and self-acceptance

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Book overview

Meredith Russo's award-winning, big-hearted novel If I Was Your Girl is about being seen for who you really are, with a love story you can't help but root for!

Amanda Hardy is the new girl in school. Like anyone else, all she wants is to make friends and fit in. But Amanda is keeping a secret, and she's determined not to get too close to anyone.

But when she meets sweet, easygoing Grant, Amanda can't help but start to let him into her life. As they spend more time together, she realizes just how much she is losing by guarding her heart. She finds herself yearning to share with Grant everything about herself, including her past. But Amanda's terrified that once she tells him the truth, he won't be able to see past it.

Because the secret that Amanda's been keeping? It's that at her old school, she used to be Andrew. Will the truth cost Amanda her new life, and her new love?

Stonewall Book Award Winner
Walter Dean Myers Honor Book for Outstanding Children's Literature
A Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year
A Kirkus Reviews Best Book of the Year
A Goodreads Choice Award Finalist
A Zoella Book Club Selection
A Bustle Best YA Book of the Year
IndieNext Top 10
One of Flavorwire's 50 Books Every Modern Teenager Should Read

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