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I Know the Ants

by Lang Leav

A childhood mystery returns to the present

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A childhood mystery returns to the present

Mei’s adult life is already precarious: she remains caught in a triangle that began in her teens, faces her parents’ debt, and carries out identity-fraud jobs for her boss. Then she hears from Soey, her childhood best friend, whose memoir recounts an attack that left Soey with brain damage and killed her younger sister. Their reunion brings the past back into focus, and Soey asks Mei to investigate Daiyu’s death. The search connects a new death and public attention to what happened in the woods behind their school. The novel brings coming-of-age concerns into a mystery about memory, trauma, abuse, and the difficulty of honoring someone without losing sight of oneself.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Readers interested in coming-of-age fiction that follows characters into adulthood.
  • Readers who enjoy mysteries connecting present-day events with a troubled shared past.
  • Readers interested in fiction exploring friendship, trauma, and memory.

Themes

Coming of ageChildhood friendshipMemory and the pastTrauma and abuseUnsolved mysteries

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Book overview

"Leav captures adolescent girlhood and friendship with incredible specificity . . . . This beautiful coming-of-age story wrapped inside a literary mystery is melancholic and deeply reflective as it explores how the past shapes us." -- Booklist, starred review

A young woman's life spirals out of her control after her childhood best friend publishes a memoir that discusses the tragic events of their childhood, in this beautiful, powerful novel from the internationally bestselling author of Others Were Emeralds.

Mei's life isn't what she thought it would be. She's still entangled in a love triangle with Jacques and Kath that began when they were teens; her parents are drowning in debt; and she's stuck pulling off identity fraud jobs for her cruel boss, whose nauseating son won't leave Mei alone.

But Mei's world begins to truly unravel when she hears her childhood best friend Soey's voice for the first time in years, being interviewed on the radio about her new memoir, chronicling the childhood attack that left Soey with brain damage and killed her younger sister. When Mei reconnects with Soey, the leader of their childhood friend group known as the Daisy Chain, their encounter kicks off a series of events that culminate in another shocking death, putting Mei squarely in the public eye. As past and present collide, Mei starts spiraling after Soey implores her to find out who killed Daiyu--a search that leads Mei to uncover what happened that dark day in the woods behind their school, all those years ago.

Revered for her lyrical imagery, emotional acumen, and thoughtful voice, Lang Leav uses her gifts to brilliant effect, exploring unsolved mysteries, cycles of trauma and abuse, and the answers to a timeless question: how do you honor someone's memory without losing sight of yourself?

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