Home › Family, Friendship & Feelings › I Am the Swarm

I Am the Swarm

by Hayley Chewins

A family’s magic, and the feelings it carries

Regular price $13.38 USD
Regular price $22.30 USD Sale price $13.38 USD
Save 40%

Paperback New

Delivery to your door
In stock·Dispatches in 1–2 business days
Standard shipping* from $4.35
Standard shipping transit* 5–8 business days after dispatch

Faster options are available.

Rates and delivery estimates depend on your destination and item quantity. Estimates are informational only; the final shipping method and rate are selected at checkout.

Secure checkout
American Express Apple Pay DiscoverGoogle Pay Mastercard PayPalVisa
30-day eligible returns Returns & refunds policy

AlbakiReads Editorial

A family’s magic, and the feelings it carries

In the Strand family, magic appears when each woman turns fifteen, but its forms—and effects—are never the same. Nell has watched her mother’s changing age and her sister’s music unsettle family life; when Nell’s own gift emerges through insects around her piano, it becomes closely tied to her creativity, disappointment, and anger. Written as a young adult novel in verse, the story connects a fantastical inheritance to the pressures of growing up as a girl and to the question of whether difficult feelings can be contained without losing part of oneself.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Teens and young adults interested in verse novels
  • Readers drawn to contemporary fantasy centered on family relationships
  • Readers interested in stories about emotions, creativity, and growing up as a girl

Themes

Family and inheritanceMagicAnger and emotional expressionCreativityComing of age

Based on publisher information and book metadata.

Book overview

A BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR by Kirkus, School Library Journal, BCCB, Horn Book, YALSA, and the Chicago Public Library!

A propulsive YA novel in verse that blends the contemporary magic of Jandy Nelson with the simmering feminist rage of Laurie Halse Anderson's Shout


As far back as anyone can remember, the women of the Strand family have been magical.

Their gifts manifest when they each turn fifteen, always in different ways. But Nell Strand knows that her family's magic is a curse. Her mother's age changes every day; she's often too young to be the mother Nell needs. Her older sister bleeds music and will do anything to release the songs inside her. Nell sees the way magic rips her family apart again and again.

When Nell's own magic arrives in the form of ladybugs alighting on the keys of her beloved piano, the first thing she feels is joy. The ladybugs are a piece of her, a harmless and delicate manifestation of her creativity. But soon enough, the rest come. Thick-shelled glossy beetles that creep along her collarbone when her piano teacher stares at her. Soft gray moths that appear and die alongside a rush of disappointment. Worst of all are the wasps. It doesn't matter how deep she buries her rage, the wasps always come. Nell will have to decide just how much of herself she's willing to lock away to stop them--or if she can find the strength to feel, no matter the consequences.

An intense, emotional read simmering with rage and magic, I Am the Swarm is a captivating YA novel in verse that beautifully speaks to the complicated nature of growing up as a girl.
Shipping & returnsShipping options, delivery timing, and our return policy.

In-stock items normally dispatch within 1–2 business days. The ZIP-code estimator on this page is informational only; the final shipping method, price, and availability are confirmed at checkout for your full order.

For the initial delivery estimate we use these transit windows after dispatch: Standard 5–8 business days, Expedited 2–4 business days, and Priority 1–2 business days. Holiday delays are not included.

Eligible items can be returned within 30 days in accordance with our return policy.

Customer reviews