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Forget I Told You This

by Hilary Zaid

Calligraphy, secrecy, and a tech-world residency

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    2024 Northern California Book Award finalist

    Finalist for the 2024 Northern California Book Award

AlbakiReads Editorial

Calligraphy, secrecy, and a tech-world residency

Amy Black’s ambitions as a calligrapher bring her into contact with Q, a social media company whose hidden collection includes an illuminated manuscript called the Codex Argentus. A request to transcribe a love letter sets her on a search that connects the company to privacy activists, secret societies, and Oakland’s abandoned industrial spaces. The plot brings artistic aspiration into tension with the power and rules of a technology corporation, while drawing on the material culture of manuscripts and the question of who controls information. Its speculative elements—including a library of books that do not exist—sit alongside Amy’s life as a queer single mother and aspiring artist.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Readers interested in queer fiction centered on an adult protagonist and single motherhood
  • Readers drawn to stories involving calligraphy, manuscripts, and artistic ambition
  • Readers who enjoy fiction that combines technology, data privacy activism, and secret societies

Themes

Artistic ambitionData privacy and corporate powerQueer identity and single motherhoodManuscripts and hidden knowledge

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Book overview

Finalist for the 2024 Northern California Book Award
Winner of the Barbara DiBernard Prize in Fiction

Amy Black, a queer single mother and an aspiring artist in love with calligraphy, dreams of a coveted artist's residency at the world's largest social media company, Q. One ink-black October night, when the power is out in the hills of Oakland, California, a stranger asks Amy to transcribe a love letter for him. When the stranger suddenly disappears, Amy's search for the letter's recipient leads her straight to Q and the most beautiful illuminated manuscript she has ever seen, the Codex Argentus, hidden away in Q's Library of Books That Don't Exist--and to a group of data privacy vigilantes who want her to burn Q to the ground.

Amy's curiosity becomes her salvation, as she's drawn closer and closer to the secret societies and crackpot philosophers that haunt the city's abandoned warehouses and defunct train depots. All of it leads to an opportunity of a lifetime: an artist's residency deep in the holographic halls of Q headquarters. It's a dream come true--so long as she follows Q's rules.
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