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Carrying

by Samantha Josephs

A hidden truth, an impossible pregnancy

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A hidden truth, an impossible pregnancy

Martha has built a carefully managed family life while keeping her identity as a trans woman secret from her husband and stepdaughter. When chronic illness, experimental treatment, and unsettling cravings lead to an impossible pregnancy, that balance begins to fracture. The novel brings domestic secrecy into collision with bodily change and the prospect of a motherhood Martha never expected. Its horror premise is intertwined with questions of control, concealment, and the labor of sustaining a life shaped by hard-won choices.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Readers interested in horror grounded in family life and domestic secrecy.
  • Readers seeking fiction centered on a trans protagonist and questions of identity.
  • Readers interested in stories about illness, bodily change, and unexpected motherhood.

Themes

Trans identity and concealmentFamily life and secrecyIllness and bodily autonomyMotherhood and control

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Book overview

Longlisted for the Center for Fiction First Novel Prize

She's serving.
She's eating.
She's . . . Carrying.

In this electrifying horror debut that's equal parts funny and harrowing, a stealth trans woman desperate to maintain her picture-perfect life discovers that she's seemingly--impossibly--pregnant.


Everything Martha's wanted, she's made for herself.

Meet Martha: perfect wife, perfect stepmother, perfect woman. She's got an adoring husband who wants more kids with her, a loving stepdaughter who looks up to her, and a body to die for. She's an absolute pro: Salon-quality blowouts at home? Done. Perfectly plated meals on the table every day? Effortless. Meticulously faked miscarriages so her husband won't suspect the truth? Just hand over the Oscar now.

Martha is trans, so stealth even her family has no idea. She carved the woman she is out of the marble of a boy, and she'll do whatever it takes to protect what she's built. When a mysterious chronic illness and its debilitating symptoms threaten to upend her existence, she starts experimental treatments and gives in to her surprising, unsettling cravings. She's even more shocked to discover that she's undeniably, impossibly pregnant.

With her body changing rapidly outside of her control and her choices dwindling, Martha struggles to maintain the life she's fought so hard to live while preparing for the motherhood she never thought she'd have.
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