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Bianca Torre Is Afraid of Everything

by Justine Pucella Winans

A birding mystery shaped by fear, identity, and conspiracy

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A birding mystery shaped by fear, identity, and conspiracy

Bianca Torre’s amateur sleuthing begins with a witnessed killing that authorities dismiss, pushing an anxious teen beyond the limits set by a carefully catalogued list of fears. Birding, anime fandom, and a developing crush sit alongside the central investigation as Bianca teams up with neighbor Anderson and fellow birder Elaine. The novel’s premise uses a murder mystery to examine Bianca’s gender identity crisis and anxiety, while escalating from one suspicious death toward a broader conspiracy. Its explicitly sardonic, campy, and darkly comic approach gives the danger an offbeat YA-thriller frame without losing sight of the personal stakes behind Bianca’s fears.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Teen and young adult mystery readers
  • Readers interested in nonbinary protagonists and identity questions
  • Fans of offbeat thrillers with birding and anime interests

Themes

Anxiety and fearGender identityMurder investigationFriendshipBirding

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Book overview

Murder most fowl? In this sardonic and campy YA thriller, an anxious, introverted nonbinary teen birder somehow finds themself investigating a murder with their neighbor/fellow anime lover, all while falling for a cute girl from their birding group...and trying not to get killed next.

Sixteen-year-old Bianca Torre is an avid birder undergoing a gender identity crisis and grappling with an ever-growing list of fears. Some, like Fear #6: Initiating Conversation, keep them constrained, forcing them to watch birds from the telescope in their bedroom. And, occasionally, their neighbors. When their gaze wanders to one particular window across the street, Bianca witnesses a creepy plague-masked murderer take their neighbor's life. Worse, the death is ruled a suicide, forcing Bianca to make a choice--succumb to their long list of fears (including #3 Murder and #55 Breaking into a Dead Guy's Apartment), or investigate what happened.

Bianca enlists the help of their friend Anderson Coleman, but the two have more knowledge of anime than true crime. As Bianca and Anderson dig deeper into the murder with a little help from Bianca's crush and fellow birding aficionado, Elaine Yee (#13 Beautiful People, #11 Parents Discovering They're a Raging Lesbian), the trio uncover a conspiracy much larger--and weirder--than imagined. And when the killer catches wind of the investigation, suddenly Bianca's #1 fear of public speaking doesn't sound so bad compared to the threat of being silenced for good.

In this absurdist, darkly comical YA thriller that is a deceptively deep exploration of anxiety and identity, perhaps the real murder investigation is the friends we make along the way.

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