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Before I Go to Sleep

by S. J. Watson

A life reconstructed one day at a time

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    New York Times Bestseller

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    Praise from Dennis Lehane

    Dennis Lehane praises the book as an exceptional thriller and says it kept his nerves jangling for hours after f...

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A life reconstructed one day at a time

Christine wakes each morning without memories of her identity or the people around her, relying on explanations from her husband and notes left to orient herself. A journal kept with reminders from a neurologist becomes another record of her days. As details accumulate, inconsistencies in the accounts she has been given raise questions about how much she can trust. The setup links memory loss to the mechanics of psychological suspense: information arrives in fragments, and Christine’s attempt to assemble a past also becomes an effort to assess the people shaping her present.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Readers interested in psychological suspense built around memory and trust.
  • Readers who enjoy mysteries organized around journals, fragments, and accumulating clues.

Themes

Memory and identityTrust and deceptionReconstructing the past

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Book overview

New York Times Bestseller

"An exceptional thriller. It left my nerves jangling for hours after I finished the last page." -Dennis Lehane, New York Times bestselling author of Shutter Island

"Imagine drifting off every night knowing that your memories will be wiped away by morning. That's the fate of Christine Lucas, whose bewildering internal world is rendered with chilling intimacy in this debut literary thriller. . . . You'll stay up late reading until you know." -- People (4 stars)

Memories define us. So what if you lost yours every time you went to sleep? Your name, your identity, your past, even the people you love-all forgotten overnight. And the one person you trust may be telling you only half the story. Welcome to Christine's life. Every morning, she awakens beside a stranger in an unfamiliar bed. She sees a middle-aged face in the bathroom mirror that she does not recognize. And every morning, the man patiently explains that he is Ben, her husband, that she is forty-seven-years-old, and that an accident long ago damaged her ability to remember.

In place of memories Christine has a handful of pictures, a whiteboard in the kitchen, and a journal, hidden in a closet. She knows about the journal because Dr. Ed Nash, a neurologist who claims to be treating her without Ben's knowledge, reminds her about it each day. Inside its pages, the damaged woman has begun meticulously recording her daily events--sessions with Dr. Nash, snippets of information that Ben shares, flashes of her former self that briefly, miraculously appear.

But as the pages accumulate, inconsistencies begin to emerge, raising disturbing questions that Christine is determined to find answers to. And the more she pieces together the shards of her broken life, the closer she gets to the truth . . . and the more terrifying and deadly it is.

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I highly recommend to for anyone looking for inner clarity

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