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I Wish I Didn't Have to Tell You This: A Graphic Memoir

by Eugene Yelchin

Art and the pursuit of freedom in Cold War Russia

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Art and the pursuit of freedom in Cold War Russia

Set in the early 1980s, this graphic memoir continues Eugene Yelchin’s account of Yevgeny’s life after childhood, as he tries to pursue art amid the KGB’s control of the creative scene in Leningrad. A chance meeting with an American woman brings the possibility of a future abroad into view, while the prospect of military conscription and deployment to Afghanistan changes his choices. The account also traces his passage through a state-run Siberian asylum and toward eventual safety in the United States. Its personal story connects artistic ambition and the search for freedom with the pressures of Soviet life.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Teens and young adults interested in graphic memoirs and biography.
  • Readers interested in Cold War Russia, Soviet history, and accounts of emigration.
  • Those who have read Yelchin’s earlier memoir, The Genius Under the Table.

Themes

Artistic freedomSoviet repressionConscription and its consequencesEmigration and personal freedom

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Book overview

Winner of the National Jewish Book Award for Children's and Young Adult Literature

"An exceptional work: atmospherically illustrated and underpinned by strong but restrained feelings." --Kirkus Reviews (starred review)

In a stunning sequel to The Genius Under the Table, Eugene Yelchin's graphic memoir depicts his harrowing journey from Leningrad's underground art scene to a state-run Siberian asylum--and to eventual safety in the US.


No longer the creative little boy under his grandmother's table, Yevgeny is now a young adult, pursuing his artistic dreams under the constant threat of the KGB's stranglehold on Russia's creative scene. When a chance encounter with an American woman opens him up to a world of romance and possibility, Yevgeny believes he has found his path to the future--and freedom overseas. But the threat of being drafted into the military and sent to fight in Afghanistan changes everything in a terrible instant, and he takes drastic measures to decide his fate, leading to unthinkable consequences in a mental hospital. With bold art bringing a vivid reality to life, National Book Award Finalist and Newbery Honoree Eugene Yelchin's sequel to the acclaimed memoir The Genius Under the Table returns to Yevgeny's saga, balancing the terror and oppression of Soviet Russia with the author's signature charm and dark wit. I Wish I Didn't Have to Tell You This shines a stark spotlight on history while offering a poignant, nuanced, and powerfully resonant look at growing up in--and ultimately leaving--Cold War Russia in the early 1980s.
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