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The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be: A Speculative Memoir of Transracial Adoption

by Shannon Gibney

Two timelines, one search for origins

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AlbakiReads Editorial

Two timelines, one search for origins

Shannon Gibney combines memoir and speculative fiction to examine growing up as a Black adoptee in a white family. Her own story is set alongside that of Erin Powers, the name given to her at birth, with the two girls’ timelines linked by a mysterious portal and a shared search for their origins. Adoption documents, letters, photographs, interviews, medical records, and brief essays broaden the account beyond conventional memoir, bringing personal experience into conversation with the records and questions that shape it. The book centers on transracial adoption, family bonds, and the layered process of forming an identity.

Good fit for readers who enjoy

  • Teens and young adults interested in memoir and speculative fiction
  • Readers exploring transracial adoption, adoptee experiences, and identity
  • Readers interested in mixed-form books that incorporate documents, photographs, and essays

Themes

Transracial adoptionIdentity and originsFamily bondsMemory and documentation

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Book overview

A MICHAEL L. PRINTZ HONOR BOOK - Strikingly honest, this speculative memoir explores the rarely depicted experience of growing up as a mixed transracial adoptee and offers an insightful look into the discovery of one's own identity.

"A fantastical, transcendent memory collage that shirks convention in search of what is real and true about familial bonds."--Publishers Weekly, starred review

"Breathtakingly beautiful."--Kimberly McKee, PhD, author of Disrupting Kinship: Transnational Politics of Korean Adoption in the United States

Part memoir, part speculative fiction, The Girl I Am, Was, and Never Will Be tells the true story of author Shannon Gibney's experience growing up as the adopted Black daughter of white parents in America alongside the fictional story of Erin Powers, the name Shannon was given at birth by the white woman who put her up for adoption.

At its core, the novel is a tale of two girls on two different timelines, occasionally bridged by a mysterious portal and their shared search for a complete picture of their origins.

Gibney surrounds those stories with reproductions of her own adoption documents, letters, family photographs, interviews, medical records, and brief essays on the absurdities of the adoptee experience. The end result is a unique portrait of an American experience rarely depicted in any form.
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